After 26 school kids and teachers were slaughtered in Sandy Hook, we collectively shrugged at even minimal measures to reduce gun violence. (For the record: I grew up in a hunting culture, and while I no longer hunt, I understand and respect owning shotguns and rifles. My Uncle Harold was a national champion trapshooter, and I understand the culture of target shooting and even the joy for many of shooting for pleasure.)
So when a hateful man with an AR15 decides to kill 49 people in an Orlando club, people singled out because they’re gay and/or latin@ and/or there, I sadly can’t muster nearly as much political outrage as I once could.
Grief and despair, though: that I have plenty.
It is not only the dead, slaughtered because a deranged man is offended or inspired by Holy Delusions, because he manages to channel the hatred so virulent in the larger culture. It is not only the dozens wounded, their physical and emotional lives shattered. It is not only the “uninjured” people of Pulse, shot psychologically through by horrors that would be terrible on a battlefield, but are unspeakable on a dance floor, during a date, on a night with friends. It is also the hundreds and thousands affected directly and indirectly: partners, family, friends; co-workers, teachers, classmates; softball teams, choruses, neighbors. The Orlando LGBTQ community was immediately and directly devastated and, most surely, so too LGBTQ communities everywhere. But these communities enmesh with every other community, everywhere.
I’m a member of multiple communities, and one in particular is in my mind tonight.
Every person killed, every person injured in Pulse was some teacher’s student at some time, probably in the past, though some still in the present before Sunday. So many shot were young. Every teacher carries memories of his or her students, and beyond those memories, we bear ineluctable traces. To learn that one of our students has been killed in a car wreck or felled by cancer hurts. To learn that he or she was senselessly shot: that’s a cruel order beyond.
Don’t get me wrong. A teacher’s loss pales in relation to those of families or lovers or friends. And our collective social loss (of what, innocence? Please) is also more profound; the boundaries of inhumanity have been pushed back just a little further. Consolation that we live in a reasonable world is just that much harder to summon. And so when I grieve and despair about those destroyed and damaged by a madman in Orlando, I think of all those diminished, near and distant, thinking most of those dear ones closest.
But among those hurt, in some middle-distant range, are teachers who spent weeks and months and years, nurturing that little boy, that young woman, that transgendered kid who always sat over there, in the third row next to Emma, caring teachers who helped those student craft futures, those futures now hatefully slain.
Teacher appreciation week 2016 conjures many strong English teachers that have made a terrific difference in lives of people close to me. I think foremost to my own children’s teachers, in high school and earlier. Susie Thetard, Diane Walker, Claire Lamonica, Bob Neuleib, and Kathy Clesson, each at various times NCTE members, taught my three kids extraordinarily well, in both the practical and the creative arts of language. They inspired writing as well as reading, speech and theatre as well as classroom English. Like so many good teachers I know, they’ve followed with keen interest what my kids have been up to well after graduation. Normal, Illinois, did well.
April is poetry month. I thought of this poem I wrote years ago, for Andrew’s last high school chorus concert. (The school colors were green and yellow).
Yesterday, I received the following email from a local high school student. I’m pretty sure my reply was less helpful than she might have wanted, but the questions didn’t lend themselves to the more direct answers I’m guessing that she and her teacher had wished for. I hope she writes back.


This is one of the more exciting weeks each year in life of NCTE. In the space of four energetic days in Washington, DC, three things happen: Advocacy Day, an Executive Committee meeting, and Annual Convention Planning. Last year we were greeted by a snowstorm that shut the federal government; I’ll be happy not to have that drama this time around. I’ll tell you about each of these activities, starting in this post with the convention planning process.
Level Two
Let’s imagine that you checked “Whole Language” for your proposal on “The Apostrophe” because you were emphasizing ways of teaching this kind of punctuation that fit the principles of whole language instruction. (Humor me!) Let’s imagine, further, that the Secondary group determined that your proposal wasn’t one of the 150 it could accept. But there’s also a Whole Language review team, which convenes along with other review groups. They look at all of the Whole Language-designated proposals and choose those that best meet the spirit of the strand. They, like the other Strand groups, have an allotment of program slots they can fill (let’s imagine 10 of them) above and beyond the ones apportioned previously. Of course, your “Apostrophe” proposal may well have been accepted by the Secondary group. Congratulations! If the Whole Language reviewers agree that it meets their criteria, it will show up in the program with the strand designation, and they’ll be able to use their program slots for something else.
needs of NCTE members.

December 20, 2015
ny/poignant story of a young teen boy with a vision-occluding zit who audaciously proposed giving a speech on bicycling to the inner mantel of the earth (“because it would be downhill all the way”), only to have a remarkable teacher tell him to go for it. That teacher—Eggers’ own high school teacher, Peter Ferry—was in the audience and came to the stage with thunderous applause, where Eggers gave him the wrapped manuscript of his next book.
